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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005

Time:10:09 am.
Mood: starting over.
I'm taking this LJ offline soon...my Xanga too. So if you want, my new journal will be http://www.livejournal.com/~sepia_tonedlove and comment there to be added to my friends list otherwise you may not get to see all my posts. Thanks.

xo
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Time:9:15 am.
Mood: curious.
I miss some of the things LJ has to offer over Xanga. But then there's things about Xanga I really like. Can't we just merge them? Like that show about married couples houses? It'd be so much easier on life. I think I'm going to make a new LJ.

xo
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Friday, March 11th, 2005

Time:7:58 am.
Yeah, just look for my xanga...the link is in the previous entry. My Xanga is where it's at.
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005

Subject:Awww, look at my cute boyfriend! <3
Time:8:54 pm.
I'm just trying this out...it's a new feature on photobucket...and by

new I mean I hadn't discovered it yet. But I can post pics directly

from here (being photobucket) straight to EllJay without hardly lifting

a finger and never going to EllJay to do it! AWESOME! Although I'm

still really loving my new

Xanga
...my last few days posts have been there, so CHECK IT

OUT!!!
Hosted by Photobucket.com


Alex is sooooooooooo hot! :D <3<3<3<3<3


Best boyfriend EVER!!!!
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Friday, January 28th, 2005

Subject:I think this whole growing up thing is getting to me...I'm different now than I was then...
Time:11:21 pm.
Mood:grown up.
I'm cheating on you with Xanga as of today. :X

www.xanga.com/Melancholy_Dreams_124

I just feel that maybe it's time to move to something different...it's just that point in life, ya know?
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005

Subject:How do people find these all the time?!
Time:4:05 pm.
Mood: stressed.
I love surveys!!! :D Fill this out for me! <3

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Can you tell me now?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Now put it in your LJ and see what people say to you lovers! Hehe!
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Time:10:20 am.
Mood: busy.
BORED!!!

This semester is busy! Or maybe it's just because my days stretch from the earliest possible time (work at 7:15 a.m.) to the latest possible time (class until 5:30 p.m.). But in any case, it seems ridiculous! Classes are good though. As I was saying in a previous entry that I didn't get finished. :)
I have Intro to Woman's Studies which, besides a couple small papers, all we do is discuss readings and watch movies. And no final or exams. EASY!
Then there's German 102. Yeah yeah...back to german. French and I don't agree. :) But my t.a. is cool and german is so laid back and we just had our first test and it was EASY! And the first quiz he went over right after we finished and let us fill in blanks and then take home and finish if we didn't get it done and everyone got a 10/10 and so EASY! There's a couple quizzes, a couple exams, one paper, one speaking thing, one book to read auf Deutsch, and a final. But I don't think it's gonna be a hard class by any means.
There is also FNR 103 which is environmental conservation and it's SOOO easy. There's some announced quizzes and a couple tests including a final, but just a guy rambling on about nothing and no real text or anything. Super easy and there's a few friends in that 400+ lecture. :)
Then my A&D 106/3D design class. That's gonna be work, but nothing overwhelming. Last semester each individual assignment had 4 or 5 parts to it and this is just one single part to each assignment and you get more time. So it should go smoothly.
CGT 221 is AutoCAD and I love that shit! :) It's gonna be a TON of work, but so fun!
And I'm working at the VPA upwards of 18+ hours a week too, so good times. :)

Now I'm gonna head to German class. Ah Deutsch! :) Auf Wiedersehen!
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Friday, January 21st, 2005

Subject:OMG!!
Time:4:56 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
I really hate money.

But on the brighter side of things, next year may get better because I may have just found a great roomie!!! :D :sigh: Best news in a while! hehe
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005

Subject:Loooong overdue I'm sure
Time:7:38 am.
Mood: busy.
I know, it's been ages since my last update...but who has time anymore?! What with school, work, friends, and a boyfriend, I don't have time to hardly eat and sleep, let alone update this! :D But I've gotten some pestering: "You have time to read everyone's journals for hours but you don't have time to update your own!?" (Thanks Alex. hehe <3) So here it goes. You best enjoy it! Hehe.

So we're a week and a half into classes and I have a new job. Classes are going okay. They may be a little bit of work this semester, but as long as I keep up on that, they should be easy. I'm back in German and that's weird. It's strange how much I remember from high school! And then there's my CGT (autocad) class...that is one I'm going to love but is gonna be a ton of work. By the end of the semester I'll have full floor plans and models for a house and whatnot. Should be fun. Women's Studies is cool and such an easy class. We really don't have work in that class. 106 is 3d art, so that's fine, but a lot of work also. And FNR is the easiest thing too. So looks like a good semester. I have to go fill out some german stuff so I'm cutting this short and I'll fill out more later, but until then.....

Last but not least....I took this from someone a long time ago...so whomever you were, thanks!
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | the big huge flies in my apartment
02 | large spiders...HUGE!...can also be found in my apartment sometimes
03 | other drivers
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Alex
02 | Elle, Linds, and various other friends...I know a lot of funny people! :D
03 | that girl from American Idol last night! "I feel the earth..move..under..my feet..." Hahahahahaha!
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Alex
02 | my friends
03 | cheese
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Rachael AKA fat bitch
02 | cold weather
03 | my neighbors dog(s)
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | why hot dogs and hot dog buns don't always get packaged in equal amounts
02 | people who are stupid about obvious things
03 | french
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: well, I'm at work so....
01 | my keys
02 | a couple computers
03 | my Starbucks mug
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | sitting at work
02 | writing the longest LJ entry ever
03 | drinking Welch's Guava Pineapple juice
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | travel to places outside the continental U.S
02 | be successful in my career
03 | move away from Indiana
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | artsy things
02 | cook
03 | sit on my fat ass :D
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | outgoing
02 | happy
03 | stubborn
04 | sarcastic
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | roll my r's
02 | sleep past 9:30ish a.m. (when I get the chance and aren't working at 7:15 in the morning)
03 | stay angry
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Hanson's newest CD
02 | The Walkmen
03 | Jem
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | anything that sounds like shrieking humans backed by banging drums (Kent! :D)
02 | twangy gross country
03 | oh, I don't know
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | "I don't care"/"It's up to you" (Right, Alex? :D)
02 | .......
03 | .......I can't think of anything else!
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | beef stroganoff
02 | macaroni and cheese
03 | fruits and veggies of almost any kind
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | computers (better)
02 | how to play acoustic guitar
03 | how to not stress out about the little things
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | diet Dr. Pepper
03 | fruit juices or Kool-Aid
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Saved by the Bell
02 | Family Matters
03 | Step by Step
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DESCRIBE YOUR..
[ x ] Wallet - brown leather...big girly thing that holds everything
[ x ] Hairbrush - I only have a comb and it's silver
[ x ] Toothbrush - clear and pink Oral-B
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - my necklace that Alex gave me for christmas
[ x ] Pillow cover - really nice soft egyptian cotton tan ones that were extras of Alex's
[ x ] Coffee Cup - I have a lot of those...it's a mini collection
[ x ] Sunglasses - Pink, no frames, big
[ x ] Underwear - string bikini or thongs from Vicky's Secret
[ x ] Favorite shirt - t-shirts
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - Vicky's Secret Sexy or just various body splashes from there
[ x ] CD - I don't personally have a CD...but I own a lot of other people's
[ x ] Tattoos - n/a
[ x ] Piercings - all in my ears: rook, a couple cartlidge, a couple regular
[ x ] In my mouth - teeth? tongue? normal?
[ x ] In my head - blank...it's 8:26 a.m. and I'm at work people!
[ x ] Wishing - I can't tell because then it won't come true!
[ x ] After this - um...working? then going to intro to women's studies
[ x ] Fetishes - ???
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Alex! I've only got to see him for like half an hour in the past 48 hours
[ x ] Is next to you - A lot of things....Kurt, the printer, the computer, the card access thingy, etc. etc.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - I have a lot...but recently I saw Napolean Dynamite (GOSH!) and Anchorman (Oh man, I think I ate your chocolate covered squirrel...) and loved them both!
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - Possibly going to Chicago for a day/weekend with Alex...going to see Second City with Alex and all our friends...:shrugs:
[ x ] The last thing you ate - a cinnamon swirl raisin bagel with cream cheese
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - those big scary flies that keep coming in to my apartment and trying to attack me!
[ x ] Do you like candles - oh yes!
[ x ] Do you like incense - yep
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - no way! gross!
[ x ] Do you believe in love - absolutely! I love you Alex! <3
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - I suppose it's possible
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - sure
[ x ] Do you believe in God - sure
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - I haven't thought that far ahead yet?
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Well, I really hate the fat bitch...does that count?
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a little puppy...Alex says a beagle and I think that's cute. :D
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - I've stayed up all night before
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Oh yeah!.....mmmmmm chinese food sounds good!!
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - quarters get you the farthest
[ x ] What are some of your favorite animals - puppy's and my kitty
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - didn't I answer this already?
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - My grandpa's
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005

Subject:....
Time:6:59 pm.
Mood:pensive.
Why doesn't the internet work when I want it to?! It's sooooooooo slow! It's just fine every other time of the year, but when I'm alone and bored and have nothing else to do, it moves like a snail stuck in one spot! GRRRRRRRRR!

Also, why is the world getting married? Seriously. Everyone I know. Some of these people shouldn't be, and that's the problem. Most people in the Nappanee area suck and need to leave before they get sucked in and drop out of school, or don't go at all, to get married and have babies. Don't get me wrong, I wanna get married someday, and if the opportunity arose I would probably get married in a couple years, but don't you have more dreams for yourself than to just sit at home and slave after your husband and kids? I want to get done with school and have a career someday too. I don't know. I'm just rambling, but it seems like some people give up to easily and lose the goals and dreams they had for themselves....I can say that because a couple of the girls I know getting married had a lot going for them and seem to be giving it up pretty easily. :shrugs: Whatever. All I know is that I want to get married some day to the right man for the right reasons...and I'm glad I left Nappanee because I don't think I'd get that if I hadn't.

Well, that was a ramble. :) And most of you I know getting married I'm glad you are! Like Crystal & Zach and Matthew & Karyn and Linds & Tim....these make sense and are good people who deserve it and know what they're doing. <3

Hmmm....I don't know what to do with myself....I think I'm gonna go bang my head against a wall or two....
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Saturday, January 1st, 2005

Subject::(
Time:2:11 am.
Mood: sad.
This is one of those nights where you're supposed to be with the person you love the most and mine's 4 hours away and it sucks. And it's just made worse by the fact that I have to sit here alone because everyone else is gone and has someone to celebrate with and he can't be here with me or vice versa.
I know you need to be with your friends baby, and I'm glad you're getting to, but that doesn't mean that this sucks any less or makes it any easier....
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004

Time:11:37 am.
Mood: pleased.
Just so everyone is aware, that last entry was a joke. Like, he said it, but in a joking manner...you had to be there. Although I was kinda upset...sorry hunny! But what girl wouldn't get kinda upset if someone said that to them...even if they were joking?! Oh, I dunno.

We went to the Botanical Gardens yesterday. It was nice. There weren't a lot of plants growing or anything but we could see what they had and we'll probably go back when it gets warmer outside. The tropical part was awesome! There was a palm tree that was bigger than a house! It had palm fronds (fronds? is that right??) that were at least 20 feet across! Rigoddamndiculous! (sorry, we watched Anchorman last night. hehe.) But we got some good pictures and Alex finally got his camera, which is really spiffy in the most extreme way. :P Today we're gonna hit up either the art museum or the science museum I believe. I also met more of his family yesterday. An uncle and a few cousins or something like that. :) We also went to a coffee shop and wandered the streets. There's neat places here and I think I really adore St. Louis. <3 Tonight we're going out to dinner with his parents. :D They're great people. <3

I don't know if I mentioned that we ate Jack in the Box...you can only understand that awesomeness if you've eaten there and I'm sorry to all you Indiana folk who've never roamed south and/or west and had the privilege of indulging in their wonderful greasy delicious food. And I met almost all his buddies here. Courtney isn't home like she wanted to be, but I met Emily, Will, John, Beau, Mike, Brent, and Charles. Hilarious and wonderful people! <3

We also ate at a place called Blueberry Hill and I had the best onion rings and hamburger I've ever eaten in my life!!! AMAZING!!! And they have Chuck Berry play there once a month. Isn't that cool?! Man, their food was good. :sigh:

There's a Sonic here!!!!

ELLE'S ALMOST HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's only 4 days away and I can't wait to see her! I miss her a ton and it's going to be nice to have her back. <3 I can't wait to here all her traveling Europe stories and just chill and do girly things and watch movies and make cookies but eat most of the dough before they're baked. :P

Now I'm gonna go try to coerce this boy out of bed. It's almost 11 here and we need to start our day earlier. :D He whines about how he wants woken up at a normal time and then when I do, he whines that he wants more sleep. Go figure. :P Hehehe. Have a good day everyone! And I hope your breaks are going as great as mine! <3
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Monday, December 27th, 2004

Subject:I almost forgot!
Time:7:29 pm.
Mood: confused.
Alex also told me that I'm never gonna get married...at least definitely not to him. What do you think of that?! :sigh: Someone tell me why I love this boy so much then... :shakes head sadly: He thought he was being funny. Boys are weird and confusing sometimes. All the time. Bye.
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Subject:St. Louis!!!
Time:7:21 pm.
Mood: worried about the noises....
Hey everyone, just thought I'd update a little. I'm in St. Louis for the week!!! :) It's nice to get to spend time with Alex and see his hometown. Also, I really just wanted to inform everyone about u-turn ramps. U-turn ramps you say? YES! You can't make u-turns in this town legally unless you use the u-turn ramps! Isn't that hilarious?! What a brilliant idea!

We went to the malls today...the rich one and the normal one. I got a pair of jeans at American Eagle ( I LOVE getting new jeans. <3) and more underwear at Victoria's Secret. I also got measured while I was there and DAMN G, my boobs are b-i-g! :sigh: I'm gonna get a reduction...

I still have $20 to spend at AE but I'm not gonna do that until later. Alex has a bazillion to spend at J Crew but we'll take care of that when we go to Chicago at the end of next month. Goooood times.

Other highlights of christmas:
-my new computer
-Alex got me Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban on DVD and a beautiful necklace and a pretty picture
-Alex's parents got me J Crew mittens and matching hat
-getting to come to St. Louis :D

Hope everyone has a good break and had a merry christmas and have a happy new year! <3
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Monday, December 20th, 2004

Subject::sigh:
Time:9:26 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
First of all, I just want to say HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY to my honey! :D I love you!

Second of all, I'm really am crushing on the new Good Charlotte CD...it's so different than their other stuff and it's just amazing and wow. <3

Third of all, it's really boring here when no one else is around. :\
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004

Subject:Photo post!!! :)
Time:4:13 pm.
Mood: bored.
My Christmas tree! Handpicked and decorated by Alex and me.

The beautiful new ornament Alex got me for my tree for my birthday.

Look Matthew! Our Christmas BFF ornament is on the tree, too!!!
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Friday, December 17th, 2004

Subject:The best idea ever!!!
Time:8:54 am.
Mood: creative.
Stolen from my Katie love! :D

1) reply to this post, because i would like to say a few words about you.
2) i will also tell you what song(s) remind me of you.
3) i will also give one word that i associate with you when i think of you.
4) i will tell you my favorite memory of us or my first impression/memory of you.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004

Subject:UPDATE!!!
Time:5:33 pm.
Mood: CHRISTMAS!!!.
Okay, it's been FOREVER since I last updated. FOREVER I SAY!!! :)

Let's see...I last updated on my birthdayish right??? Oh, I don't know. Hahaha. I just read everyone else's LJ's and have no idea anymore. Anywho...I'm sitting around right now and slightly bored, so I thought I'd make you all smile and update. I'm talking to Katie, I MISS HER!!!!!!!!!! She needs to come live forever with me here at Purdue and be happy and we'd be giggly and do silly things and I'd love her and it'd be great! :D I'm also talking to Alex, but how often am I not?! <3

The semester is over, and aside from french, it was a good one. I feel like I've found my place and that's a great feeling. I have the best friends in the world and the best boyfriend ever! :D Today I've had nothing to do...NOTHING! I went and watched t.v. with Linds and had lunch with Alex and now I'm in front of the computer. Seriously, how boring?! :sigh:

Tonight is Christmakkah on The O.C.!!! It should be grand and we're gonna watch it at the boys house. I love that we've gotten them all obsessed! :D

We had Thanksmas. It's kinda like Christmakkah, except it's a mix of Thanksgiving and Christmas. A ton of people were there: Me, Alex, Peter, Lindsey, Tim, Lindsay, Mike, Big Mike, Brendan, Carolyn, Brian, Mamie, Vince, Lindsay, Eric, Leslie, Binal, Vince's roommate, ...................that might be it. But just lots of good food (we all brought something) and presents (Pete got me a bag of rice. And when I say a bag, I mean like a 25 gazillion pound bag. It was, and still is, ridiculous.) and games and good times. I love my friends here. It's such a good circle of people. <3 Pete bought a little fake tree and put lights on it and then we made paper ornaments for it. HILARIOUS! Alex made the topper and it's a turkey wearing a christmas santa hat...get it? Thanksmas? hahahahahahaha. Did I mention Pete got me a bag of rice? A big one? Oh jebus...:sigh:

A HUGE bag of rice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................................

I'm going to go visit Alex and take him his textbooks so he can sell them back because that's the kind of nice person and girlfriend I am. :)
So enjoy your evening. Watch The O.C. and relax!

Happy Christmakkah!!!!
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004

Time:3:15 pm.
Mood: excited.
:whispers: It's my birthday tomorrow...21...for some reason, I'm excited! :D
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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004

Subject:*** Mine & Jessica's Night Together ***
Time:11:20 pm.
Mood: giddy.
So I'm hanging out with Jessica tonight and we decided the world needed to hear our story. I mean, we're great and everyone should be has happy as we are.

I went over to Glenwood...I being Dawn, of course...and found Jessica at 4:45ish. We chilled and I told her my HORROR STORY about the bank and Alex "stealing" my art stuff. Silly. Then we went to the grad student art gallery opening. And guess what? THERE WAS FOOD AND THAT'S REALLY ALL WE CARED ABOUT!!! Did we mention that we got bagels in 113 this morning too? Oh yeah...you can bet that's the damn truth! Yay for bagels!!! Cinnamon sugar crunch bagels!!! (says Jessica) And I'm all about the asiago cheesiness!!! Anywho...back to the opening... There was chips and pretzels and wings and mini cakes and eclaires and cheesecake and pop and fruit and vegetables and I guess there was some art work. And we sat on the heater!!! (It was quite warm if you must know.) Back to Glenwood where we ate leftovers! Delicious good leftovers like your mom makes...hahahahaha YOUR MOM!!! :D I know, we like to eat...mmmmmmmfooooooood!

Guess what?! Can you guess Jessica? (She's not answering, but I would guess that she knows.) Tonight was OC NIGHT!!! (Now she's cheering and clapping.) Yeah, that's right...MAKEOUT CITY!!! Finally, I see love and drama and it only took to the 4th episode of the season to get it! :P Ryan/Lindsay, Seth/Alex, DJ/Marissa...goooood times. And we did art tonight too. We drew clothes and christmakkah trees. :D Oh man, we love the OC references!! We listened to John Mayer's Heavier Things.

OMG!!! We found the most GORGEOUS picture of Clay Aiken and made it my background on the lappytop! <3

I think it's time to take Jessica back to her home.

P.S. :whispers: WE'RE THE SAME PERSON!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU JESSICA!!!!!!! :D
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